The Ache In My Heart

You do not choose to feel for someone. Or do you?

We will not ever know. Or would we?

You realise the love never left. Rather it was surpressed.

Then it re-appears. Only to haunt you.

I tell you I love you. You reply me with silence.

I went against my own beliefs to be with you. To stay with you. To make YOU happy.

But it was not enough. It never will be.

You will never see me like how I see you.

I have come into terms of you not loving me.

Why do i keep torturing myself?